Order/Chaos

"GRID", 4' x 4', 2003, m/m
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Finally feeling back to myself.
I feel GOOD.
I feel life in me and around me and not so self absorbed in my body’s world.
It’s a relief to everyone… Â mostly me.
I have always gravitated to a grid pattern in my art when I am in a transition of some sort or emotionally shaky or just plain OFF in any way, shape or form.
I do this intuitively and see it as a sort of pattern in the body of work I’ve created over a lifetime.
Of course, Â it makes sense, really…
A grid lends a stable foundation to move from.
It’s elements are perfectly placed so they use the support of their neighbor to remain solid and intact. Â They do not insist on existing alone for their own sake as you would find in abstract art.
And so. .right now I watch myself be drawn again to create and also to live inside a sense of order- Â clean house, Â clear mind, Â lots of open space for healing on every level.
It is sooooooooo easy for chaos to get me by the throat.
One catch of my foot on a tree root and I’m down where I can’t get up.
So I put my humility on like a pretty dress, grab my walker and be grateful for the support.
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