Treasure Map

"PORTRAIT OF PLACE", 22" x 22", 2006, m/m
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I AM FEELING SO MUCH BETTER!
I suppose there was little chance I could go through a week at the MAYO Clinic unscathed.
By that I mean that even though the environment was perfection and the experience as a whole more than positive, there was still the pall of the ‘death sentence’ at the end from both doctors.
My heart was moved when I saw their sad and disappointed eyes as they said: Â ”You have Primary Progressive MS and we don’t have anything in our doctor bag to help you.”
It’s darn nigh impossible not to take that on, Â I tell you……
But here I am, Â a couple weeks home and watching myself come back to life, Â I’d say.
After negotiating this path for years now, Â I do have some things in my kit-bag that have proven to have results in heightening my health and quality of life.
No stress. Â REALLY clean diet. Â Stay out of the heat. Â Conserve energy and leave my ‘type-A-ness’ behind. Â Tried and true supplements. Â Say NO when I have to . Drink water. Â Get help when I need it.
These are things that shift the tide for me.
I know this because I’ve tried NOT doing them. Â Often.
It’s just the way I seem to learn.
Stubborn girl.
The point here is that the foundation of my landscape is possibility. Â I lose the thread to that and I am done.
Yes, Â this is a different life than I had imagined but richly textured with questions, Â creativity, Â gratitude and promise…
As long as I lift my head high enough to see…
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