The Long Road
"INSCRIPTION", 40" x 60", 1994, m/m
Often, when I put extreme effort out there and don’t get the results I expect, I get mad at God.
I’m such a slave to immediacy just like the rest of us here in ‘American dreamland.’
Maybe the results I pray for just aren’t in my best interest.
Or perhaps the timing is other than my desires of the moment.
I keep practicing softening my heart to include intelligence other than what I know.
It helps me to remember that humans are not top dog after all though the ‘self-initiation’ is thrilling to think about.
Actually, any SECURITY I attract in my life is generated through ALLOWING the mystery and OTHER to whisper in my ear and guide my actions.
I don’t know much.
And somehow.. knowing that feels very satisfying, indeed.
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