Swim
"QUARRY", 1991, 18" x 18" x 4", m/m
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Even in the midst of physical changes and concerns around future security, I can feel something new coming..
So odd, really.
Because I know the difference between something made-up and wished for..
And the core knowing of something-or-other about to change.
It could be anything.
But I feel it’s goodness.
How do I know it is not just a dream or desire?
For me, a wish has a particular feel having to do with complicated mind-constructions that need to be built from the bottom up..
A knowing has nothing to do with any kind of construction site.
It feels like it already IS and I just need to catch up to it.
I LOVE when this happens which isn’t often.
The pure intoxication of just floating in still water; trusting, ready, curious, not at all sure but not really caring either..
Something just feels RIGHT.
And I will practice active waiting..
Waiting with purpose.
Could be a cultural shift, or a physical one. Maybe a departure or arrival of an idea or a person.
Best not to speculate.
No future. No past.
A present.
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