White

“WHITE SANDS”, 2008, each piece = 14″ x 14′ X 7″, gypsum, wood
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Yesterday, I pulled a sage green sweater from my closet and put it on.
I went about my morning and noticed I was getting really irritated and depressed.
There was a pile of clothes on the floor and I watched myself keep looking at a violet shirt I had worn the previous day.
It wouldn’t let me go.
Finally, I realized the green of the thing I had on was NOT WORKING FOR MY WELL BEING.
I tore it off and put on the violet shirt.
Immediately, I began to feel more myself and as the day progressed I lost all memory of the depression.
SO…….. WHAT HAPPENED THERE?
If you look in my closet you will see a lot of black, white and variations on red.
I seem to be particularly sensitive to color on my body.
I have learned which ones let the essence of me shine through without their own overlay of agenda.
Doesn’t this sound very ‘Santa Fe’?
But really… color affects me deeply and I think, all of us to varying degrees.
It is a powerful tool.
Just watch women in the political realms staking their claim to power.
They wear a horrible shade of orange-red suit.
Someone told them red is a power color.
And they take that to the bank without a modicum of finesse.
What SHADE of red works for me?
IS RED EVEN A POWER COLOR FOR ME?
How do I know?
All very good questions, indeed.
For me, WHITE happens to serve me best when I want and need all my ducks in a row. It is a power color for me.
BLACK is purely neutral in my case and I understand why I have so much of it in my closet.
On my way toward discovering my authentic self I could have nothing that distracted me from my task. The vibe of bright yellow, for instance, might’ve sent me to the loony bin.
Yesterday, I was heading in that direction but caught myself in time.
I love sanity.
And knowing some tools to keep me there.
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What a fascinating post. I know color effects my mood but I’ve never examined it very closely. This definitely gives food for thought. I’m glad you caught yourself in time.