Sometimes Love

my friend Jann and me

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Sometimes love isn’t shiny or smiley.

Today, love is waking before dawn and appreciating that I can trust the sun

To rise.

Humans are fairly untrustable

Because we have the ability to create stories

About ourselves and each other

That might be very entertaining

But that’s about it.

There ARE some humans in my sphere

Who are my rocks (to hold on to when I need weight)

And deep, forest moss (to fall into and breathe the greenness when all other is acrid).

Some of my humans are funny (to lift the corners of a mouth frozen in worry or uncertainty).

There are my friends who keep letting me be silent without judgement

Or needing more of me

Than I can give.

Sometimes love is the tiniest of a trusting dog

Snoring on my lap

Inside the movie theater

Blasting out the sounds of a thriller film

Made more thrilling

Feeling Emmas’ warm weight

On my thighs.

Oh…love is so simple sometimes..

Did I really just say that???

Because nobody I am aware of;

Astronaut or Dr. Phil,

Has quite figured out the proper equation

To get the prize

We most want.

These are some things I know about Love:

1. One must cultivate having a porous heart to even recognize Love is afoot.

2. Usually, it comes in unexpectedly small packages, sounds, sights and smells.

3. We ARE it but spend our lives dressing up then disrobing until, at the end we have only the energy to feel it gently lift the tiny hairs on our naked body. And we swoon.

4. Love of self has to come first and this is so hard and why we need a multitude of lifetimes.

5. In my blood family we have learned to love one another very thoroughly and well but we began as innocents with a wish.

6. Most of what passes for love is need.

7. I know most of what I sense love is through my relationship with my dogs.

8. The natural world holds all the answers to any question we might have about love; how to do it, how to get it, what it is, how to be when you’re in it.

9. Humans unfamiliar with or too long left without the benefit of love have defended eyes.

10. Any familiarity with True Love can be an impetus to devote one’s life to editing out whatever ISN’T

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4 Responses to “Sometimes Love”

  1. Joe on February 14th, 2019

    Hopefully I fall in the ROCK caragory.

    Sort of a BIG pet rock.

  2. Becky Patterson on February 14th, 2019

    I hope I’m one of those rock friends. I photographed this list. Best ever

  3. Cathy on February 14th, 2019

    You are the rock which all others aspire to xxxx

  4. Cathy on February 14th, 2019

    indeed you are xxx

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